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Monday, October 10th, 2005
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prety sure im deleting this journal
and just giong to start all over again.
because its a lot easier to make a new one then delete ALL your entries. =\
because im starting over with my life.
TODAY IS A NEW FREAKIng DAY... i hope.
no more bullshit with people.
im going to be nice to everyone.
even if i dont like them.
or they dont like me.
im going to save my money.
meet new people.
and just forget about everything bad that has happend to me
starting today.
and im going to stop WORRYING so much and THINKING so much.
yup
so the new journal. will probably be katson_five
dont know yet though.
i will let you know soon.
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Thursday, October 6th, 2005
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rocket summer was soooo amazing
i want to meet a boy that will write songs about me like that.
watched Monster in Law.
omg.
what acute fucking movie.
HE REMEMBERED HER EYE COLOR AND EVERY LITTLE DESCRIPTION ABOUT IT AND IT WAS ONLY THE THIRD TIME HE SAW HER.
WTF.
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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those are all the pictures.
we had fun.
BE JEALOUS
and no im not cutting that shit.
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i miss him.
went to orlando this weekend AND SOUTH BEACH.
was a lot of fun.
i <3 my friends.
im going to post pictures later.
bought new ETID and The Rocket Summer cd.YES
rocket summer show on tuesday, im excited.
BYD show in a few weeks. maybe?
i want to get back into going to shows.
i work monday 8-11 then 5-10
tuesday 8-2
wednesday 8-2
and then i dont remember if i work thursday
friday 8-11 and then 5-10
and then i think i have the weekend off
woohoo.=\
ummmm.
yeah. i know i might be slow
but the new ETID is great.
ive seen this everywhere but hey there girls, im a cunt. has to be the funniest thing ive heard ina while.
"EEYYY BOY YOU FUHHHHKKK"
"is this a motion ride"
you would think that if someone was sitting in a moving cart in universal that they would know it was a fucking motion ride.
so. i really fucking misss...anything to do with a relationship.
going to orlando bummed me out, i saw all these fucking couples.
i kissed him on the forehead today. HOW FUCKING STUPID AM I.
i tell myself to leave him the fuck alone, i cant.
im sorry you were all mine
i dont regret ANYTHING. but i sometimes wish i had done a lot of different things, maybe i wouldnt be in this situation right now. or maybe i would. ITS ALL FOR THE FUCKING BEST
time to move the fuck on. RIGHT?!?!?!
im spoiled rotten
FUCK YEA WE'RE GOING TO PARTY TONIGHT!
back to last year
PARTY HARD (repsonsibly) and thats what we fucking did.
fuck drama and anything to do with it.
IM LIVING MY FUCKING LIFE and not letting anyone get in my fucking way.
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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so i have a job at Delias and Abercrombie and Fitch.
fun fun fun.
Delias sucks asshole b/c.. the people are too chipper and happy there. hahaha i like aNf because they are pretty laid back.
sad thing is i cant have my monroe at either place so i have to keep taking it out and its getting infected.
yupp.
this weekend is orlando.
pretty stoked.
me and milissa.. PARTY. woo.
um.
i worked monday 1-6 and delias
tuesday 8-5 at delias
wednesday 8-1 and anf and then 1-7 at delias
today 8-11am at delias 11-4 at anf.
so far ive been able to manage my schedule around so i can keep both jobs.
but im sooo tired i dont know if i can do it.
its soooooooooo much money though that i need badly.
well. off i go.
peace.
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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i dont know what to do.
lately ive been freaking out becauselike...
i cant stand being in this house anymore.
my dad seriously is annoying the shit out of me.
all he does is constantly ask me questions
and now all he is doing is calling me asking where i am and when ill get home.
its seriously tooooo much.
i feel so locked up and just... like... i dont know. everything is gaining up on me.
i had a really good weekend.
next weeked is going to be the bomb digity.
i dont know why im up so early.
i went to bed at 2 last night. and its only 9.
uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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took my nose ring out.
my boyfriend broke up with me.
i might be getting a job at abercrombie.
i might be getting anew cell phone.
passed real estate class
going to halloween horror nights.
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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so i passed my class test in real estate.
now all ive got to do is pass the state exam.
im taking about a 2 week break until i do that.
im really stressed out and my brain is fried.
ive had a somewhat... decent weekend i guess.
friday and saturday night were a lot of fun.
i love you jay and milissa.
im thinking about FINALLY getting my ears pierced.
and then MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE getting a monroe.
but if iwant to go far in this real estate thing then that wont work out too well.
i havent been feeling to good lately.
like i havent been able to eat anythign b.c i get really sick after i do.
i think it was that trees wings.
i really dont want to be home right now.
my dad is really annoying..
um
i think im going to delete my myspace. oh snap.
its getting real old.
OC marathon here i come.
maybe tonight milissa and i can do alittle drinking together.
woohoo.=\
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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i feel like shit right now.
i woke up at 630 this morning.
i slept really well last night though.
last night FLIGHT hahaha FIGHT of the FEW played.
amazing.
me and milissa and jay were being jackasses. but thats so much fun!
went to trees wings.
andy is growing out his hair and they have a bartender. WEIRD.
that food made me feel like crap + some other things.
long day in class today and im not feeling to pumped about it.
i just want to stay home and sleep and then just go hang out with muh girls.
SW33T KNUCKLE TATS BRAH.
Big Mike didnt look so... big if you ask me.
peace.
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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had one of the best weekends ever
i was with 2 amazing people.
polaroids.
pee stops.
GATOR LAND
WORLDS LARGEST MCDONALDS.. NOTTT!!! pretty lame and not even UNIQUE like its supposed to be.
the road trip was amazing.
up north is so pretty and just...peaceful and im very jealous.
fema hotel
lame ass front desk guy who thought we were assholes.
birthcertificates.
no id.
fuuucckkk my life.
getting lost.
myspace sesh the next day.
SWEET COUCH BRO
the show was amazing.
best show EVER minus getting kicked in the face. but that little bitch will get whats coming to him.
hooters wasnt as exciting as i thought.
the ride to orlando was cool.
LOTS OF LAUGHING.
crazy bitches on the highway.
bunches of dem po-pos.
universal was fun.
old ladies suck.
THATS NOT VERY CHRISTIAN.
oh well. neither is wearing goth clothes at a christian concert.
OH SNAP THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO START TWO STEPPING D00D.
jay me and milissa so bring TEH M05H. DUH.
milissa two steps like shes jumping rope. HAH SWEET.
no purses on the hulk. bastard.
stupid machines breaking. long lines. rode about 5 rides.
so not worth the 60 bucks.
but it was fun.
hotel room. drunk guys.
complementary breakfast?
driving home.
stalking on golfer guys from boca in there car becuase they flash there lights in the middle of the day b/c 90mph in the fast line on turnpike isnt fast enough.
come home. no ac. in house or in my car.
passout.
homework.
tv.
passout.
school.
still no ac in mycar.
this update is random, i know.
oh well.
ill post pics soooon.
im rich nich im a REAL BIG tymer.
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Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
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i let him read my REAL journal. he didnt really read it but he skimmed through it. saw things from the past. (mike, smoking partying last summer) then he saw my NEW CHAPTER and it made him so happy "tears in his eyes" and that made me feel so.. special and just GREAT.
my stomach almost came out of my mouth the whole time.i just wanted to snatch that book out of his hands b/c i donte ven like reading what i wrote a long time ago. it made me sick and sad. bleh ITS THE PAST nothing you can do about it.
a big highlight of the night:
i farted in front of him. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah. pretty embarassing. he was happy about that too. weirdo??
i told my dad i LOVE CHRISTOPHER. he was really okay with it. he just told me to becareful.
things are really really good.
real estate class almost over.
im freaking out i have to start cramming.
evergreen terrace show and orlando this weekend.
im excited.
goodbye.
-K
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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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i usually dont care when people listen to the same music as me.
i like it that people do. it means the band is getting bigger.
but for some reason
my brother listening to evergreen terrace AND comeback kid just makes me realllllyyyyy angry.
soooo angry
i cant deal with it.
uhhhh.
and he says "ive been listening to them A LOT longer than you have"
fuck that.
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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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i am so tired of excuses.
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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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so im watching sex and the city.
1. its an amazing show.
2. it reminds me so much of last summer.
how much fun i had with my girls.
who i miss soooo dearly.
everyone is working and or busy with school.
yeah sure, ive got school. but thats only going to last me a month and then hopefully ive got a good job to support myself with.
watching sex and the city makes me realize how great it is to have those friends that youve grown up with always by your side. and i really wish sometimes that i still had that.
but you know a lot of shit happens and always for the right reason.
i know that i cant say im not happy right now.
because this time in my life is so amazing.
i havent been happier before.
oh well. i dont know what this post was even for. but i felt like saying stuff...
peace.
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Monday, August 29th, 2005
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ARE YOU READY FOR SOME MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL??
im not.
pppsssshhhh.
Underworld is a good movie.
GOD BLESS EVERYONE IN NEW ORLEANS and in that general area.
Katrina is A BITCH.
nothing is on TV.
my brother is a jerk.
I LOVE CJC.
um.
thats it
goodbye.
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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funfunfun.
coral springs with the boyfriend and a hurricane.sweeettttt.
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